bedtime

it is hard for me to go to bed.
every night just about, i get to a point where i think, ok, i guess i'll just go to bed. (because i don't know what else to do.)
i was tired earlier today. but now, now that its 1am, i'm wide eyed.
this is annoying to me.
i know that tonight i'm still a little hyped up from our friday night meeting. it was another great night. how could i enjoy what i do more? these kiddos are frickin' awesome. yes indeed, awesome. God keeps surprising me with cool conversations and connections with youth who in the past i could have very easily killed. so, a shout out to you God. You rock!